Before the Elephants Found Me...
I was a lonely webmaster trapped in my own head.
I didn't love myself. I couldn't connect, not with myself, not with others, not with nature.
Every day was a race toward the next goal, driven by pressure and panic.
"If I just make more money, everything will be okay."
I thought money would solve my loneliness, my boredom, my exhausted body, my empty energy.
I was completely misaligned.
I chased other people's definitions of success to get their approval.
I tried to be impressive instead of authentic.
I believed the painful lie: "I can't be loved for who I really am."
So I performed. I hustled. I burned out.
And I stayed stuck — in my worries, in my isolation, in survival mode.
My heart was closed. Protected. Numb.
I had forgotten what it felt like to truly feel love.
Discover how the elephants helped me.
